I don’t want tomorrow to come. I don’t want to be faced with more anxiety from the handling of my current work schedule and WSI requirements or sit and contemplate my future with a total stranger only come up again with no real answer or solution as to why i continuously put my education/my future on hold. I don’t want to travel to the bronx at 7am to be reminded of all the previous times i tried and failed. I just want to stay. Stay in this bed, in my room, with cool air blowing mercifully on my face from the airconditoiner haning out my window. I just really really need to stay still for a little while longer, please.
Stay